IFY ARINZE
Straight from the shower fresh with the towel round my chest.
The bedroom filled with romance as u stepped in.
The music, soulful and blue,
The light low and dim,
And the look in my eyes,
As I lay and stared invitingly.
That moment u smilled, guessing it’s another night of…………..
So where do we start?
How would he create another session of a journey into the clouds?
How to make a woman out of the angel on the bed was his mission.
U never forgot dat I prefer it nice and slow,
Tenderly and soft!
That’s my man I gasped as the towel slipped off your waist.
It never took a minute as u held me damn tight,thumping of my heartbeat
As u climed i moaned,heaved,and sighed!
It would have been a wrong time to stop so u rocked on.
Grinding deeper and deeper!
Encouraged as I called out your name.
Then I rolled u over as if to take over and I did took over
What…………….
To be contd
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Friday, December 19, 2008
VICTIM!
IFY ARINZE
From ignorance and innocence fools are made victims driven by impulse so uncontrollable, so guiltless. But heaven opened with grace for an outpouring of unquantifiable bliss. When we joined hands and birth a deep feeling of sweet emotion, that is God’s masterpiece the loving desire to trust and obey.
Now I’m stranded in the middle of silence, cold, I shiver in weary clouds of sad curtain of rains. You make me remember memories of sorrowful facades. I’m still drenching in the rain draining my pale face in a tiring and forced smile of disguise and I’m dying so long unhappy.
I was only searching when you came, so we pierced into eachother’s eyes, that little space to nurture the visions of love. A love of rest to cherish and find but I’m still never finding the love a deep breath. And side by side we smile at eachother, There were times we whispered promised of grey blues but now I’m full of shame for my desires of pain. It cuts deep into the veins of my heart. Now together we live in deceit and upon the joy of anguish we dwell. Verily, verily, strangely we became strangers with a heavy heart of burden, the agony of promised broke and trust betrayed. I have fallen again……deep down in the dark hollow of my in-depth fear.
I thought we said we would try that we could discover, another struggling breath for a life ends in mere ducks of defeat. There is no joy in continuous sadness for what is faith without love? Where is rest if it only hurts to the bone. Should it end in out feeling? This punctuation shall through time be indebted. Only yesterday we shared a dream but in early twin lights and fogs today, I fell on my knees for the grace to remember and forget, to sleep again and dream a new dream of returning.
Everything has ceased to be alright, it is not as it seems we all must carry the cross of our guilt. I have decided to move on very tentatively. Someday I shall rest in love and my heart shall lie there forever. Someday I shall rest in love where I won’t be a victim anymore but a victory in love.
From ignorance and innocence fools are made victims driven by impulse so uncontrollable, so guiltless. But heaven opened with grace for an outpouring of unquantifiable bliss. When we joined hands and birth a deep feeling of sweet emotion, that is God’s masterpiece the loving desire to trust and obey.
Now I’m stranded in the middle of silence, cold, I shiver in weary clouds of sad curtain of rains. You make me remember memories of sorrowful facades. I’m still drenching in the rain draining my pale face in a tiring and forced smile of disguise and I’m dying so long unhappy.
I was only searching when you came, so we pierced into eachother’s eyes, that little space to nurture the visions of love. A love of rest to cherish and find but I’m still never finding the love a deep breath. And side by side we smile at eachother, There were times we whispered promised of grey blues but now I’m full of shame for my desires of pain. It cuts deep into the veins of my heart. Now together we live in deceit and upon the joy of anguish we dwell. Verily, verily, strangely we became strangers with a heavy heart of burden, the agony of promised broke and trust betrayed. I have fallen again……deep down in the dark hollow of my in-depth fear.
I thought we said we would try that we could discover, another struggling breath for a life ends in mere ducks of defeat. There is no joy in continuous sadness for what is faith without love? Where is rest if it only hurts to the bone. Should it end in out feeling? This punctuation shall through time be indebted. Only yesterday we shared a dream but in early twin lights and fogs today, I fell on my knees for the grace to remember and forget, to sleep again and dream a new dream of returning.
Everything has ceased to be alright, it is not as it seems we all must carry the cross of our guilt. I have decided to move on very tentatively. Someday I shall rest in love and my heart shall lie there forever. Someday I shall rest in love where I won’t be a victim anymore but a victory in love.
TOUCHY FEELINGS
IFY ARINZE
I know a story!
You “ll love to hear it,smile as u listen,ask for more at the end
The story is……….
I know a place!
So beautiful but lonely for one habitable takes two,
Where dreams come true,
Where pain exchange for passion
The place is………….
I know a song!
Sounds so familiar but strange
Packedfull of melodies
The birds can’t sing it
Radio wont play it
The song is………..
I know a heart!
Made of pure emotions
Seeking for a soul,
Searching for a trust,
Broken once and twice
The heart is………….
I know a desire!
That seems so real
It envokes fire without flames,
It’s gonna hurt till quenched,
It’s more than a dream
The desire is………….
I know a life1!
It is kind of empty
It lacks living,
Seeking to be complete
Waiting for vitality
The life is…………
You “ll love to hear it,smile as u listen,ask for more at the end
The story is……….
I know a place!
So beautiful but lonely for one habitable takes two,
Where dreams come true,
Where pain exchange for passion
The place is………….
I know a song!
Sounds so familiar but strange
Packedfull of melodies
The birds can’t sing it
Radio wont play it
The song is………..
I know a heart!
Made of pure emotions
Seeking for a soul,
Searching for a trust,
Broken once and twice
The heart is………….
I know a desire!
That seems so real
It envokes fire without flames,
It’s gonna hurt till quenched,
It’s more than a dream
The desire is………….
I know a life1!
It is kind of empty
It lacks living,
Seeking to be complete
Waiting for vitality
The life is…………
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
THE COTTON FIELD PART 2
IFY ARINZE
We have laboured apart in separates fields until chances saw us here together.
I remember how u eased in quietly, I was tilling away refusing or pretending not to notice you, thought I could work better that way there was no rules but labourers should work better and forget physical attractions. Thus I ploughed my way as u faced your own portion, ignoring each other.
But we could not help it! The pain of forced labour, the familiarity of two in a cotton field, the need to ease the harsh and hard days of toiling, we could at least talk in between work.
The glances I stole when u were too busy to notice, my helpless admiration of the cotton master in you.
The time we shared whenever we need a little rest.
We therefore made a little world of our own separate from the rest of the labourers in the cotton field, two can play like that. It’s evening now, the rest of the labourers of the cotton field have almost gone home for the day. Here I sit watching you gather your tools to walk the path home with me as we have always done. The thought is pricking my mind, the fear of tomorrow when I will have to miss you in this field. Soon time will take you away just the way it brought you my way, you and I don’t even know how far and how long it will. It might be forever damn! The days are sure to come when I will be left alone with mere memories and pains of your absence, I wonder how it will be.
Working here without a soothing relief of your voice, your warmth, your inspirations and all. So why not go home alone today without me. Leave here alone, let me remain till it’s done that I may watch the moon and kill this fear inside me. Let me ask the stars why, why things are like this, why there should be sad goodbyes, why time and chance can often be so cruel, just walk home and let me remain in this field all through the cold night. Let me paint the picture for the heavens to see, how miserable a lonely heart can be.
But if you insist, drop your machete come sit with me lets share those dreams of tomorrow and when the night finally falls we can do so much, we can roll on the soil of the cotton field that will tilled together. We can defeat the cold harmattan with the fire and flames of our emotions. Tomorrow we will make our jealous co-labourers more jealous when they will come so early to meet us under the tree dosing in eachother’s arms.
Handsome one, until your gone, lets make the best of the little time left. Work like we have never worked before it will leave millions of memories when harvest will come. With you far away from the cotton field no doubt you will keep the thought of us ever in your mind. As long as you are still here it will cotton field forever and when you are eventually gone always remember the joy, pain, love, tears, sorrow and happiness that comes with the cotton field.
We have laboured apart in separates fields until chances saw us here together.
I remember how u eased in quietly, I was tilling away refusing or pretending not to notice you, thought I could work better that way there was no rules but labourers should work better and forget physical attractions. Thus I ploughed my way as u faced your own portion, ignoring each other.
But we could not help it! The pain of forced labour, the familiarity of two in a cotton field, the need to ease the harsh and hard days of toiling, we could at least talk in between work.
The glances I stole when u were too busy to notice, my helpless admiration of the cotton master in you.
The time we shared whenever we need a little rest.
We therefore made a little world of our own separate from the rest of the labourers in the cotton field, two can play like that. It’s evening now, the rest of the labourers of the cotton field have almost gone home for the day. Here I sit watching you gather your tools to walk the path home with me as we have always done. The thought is pricking my mind, the fear of tomorrow when I will have to miss you in this field. Soon time will take you away just the way it brought you my way, you and I don’t even know how far and how long it will. It might be forever damn! The days are sure to come when I will be left alone with mere memories and pains of your absence, I wonder how it will be.
Working here without a soothing relief of your voice, your warmth, your inspirations and all. So why not go home alone today without me. Leave here alone, let me remain till it’s done that I may watch the moon and kill this fear inside me. Let me ask the stars why, why things are like this, why there should be sad goodbyes, why time and chance can often be so cruel, just walk home and let me remain in this field all through the cold night. Let me paint the picture for the heavens to see, how miserable a lonely heart can be.
But if you insist, drop your machete come sit with me lets share those dreams of tomorrow and when the night finally falls we can do so much, we can roll on the soil of the cotton field that will tilled together. We can defeat the cold harmattan with the fire and flames of our emotions. Tomorrow we will make our jealous co-labourers more jealous when they will come so early to meet us under the tree dosing in eachother’s arms.
Handsome one, until your gone, lets make the best of the little time left. Work like we have never worked before it will leave millions of memories when harvest will come. With you far away from the cotton field no doubt you will keep the thought of us ever in your mind. As long as you are still here it will cotton field forever and when you are eventually gone always remember the joy, pain, love, tears, sorrow and happiness that comes with the cotton field.
THE COTTON FIELD PART 1
IFY ARINZE
I sat and watched wondering how to make it through the lonely patch to the field.
The year of toiling alone the thought of whistling away a sad song of a dejected girl as I toil alone in the field with the unmerciful and inconsiderate heart of the noon sun seemingly jeering at my poor pitiful and lonely life.
And he appeared like a heavens sent, only the smile that was all I needed to make it through the day but no! I was to get more and much more than that, he was ready he was interested he volunteered to go the distance with me. I didn’t ask but he promised to be by my side. He would plough and toil the cotton field with me, he would be there to harvest the seed when they ripe and ……
So we set out to the cotton field together.
The birds were singing our union in their early morning songs, the grasses on the path waved in admiration and the way seemed shorter by every distance we covered my prince in front, with his matchet and hoe, his calculated steps, yet giving the best of rhythm to my passion laden eyes as he walked majestically with his king size built mind blowing!
We worked, we rested and we kept working, sometimes I sang as he admired, other times u laughed as I tickled ur sides the aim was to ease off the pain of work. Many times I caught you stealing glance at my waist as they wiggle when I walk, or was it my smile that is as bright as the morning sun, open your inner feelings for me for once.
And the noon came with prevalent scorching sun and heat and my whistling grew louder as I gave out the joy of my heart, was it to make the jealous sunlight more jealous? Should we stop working for a while and go under the shades and play?
The decision was just to come when they stormed the cotton field I was captured but I didn’t struggle. I was guilty and so I had to pay. I have always known that such time would come. but why then? When I was yet to make a bound with my prince charming, when we were still working on the cotton field what a wrong time it was?
I wanted to cry but I did not because I wanted u to know that I will be strong, I watched as tears dropped from your big brown eyes and flowed into my heart causing a big storm that is yet to quench. S they carried me very far away from u to a place you could not come.
How I missed you day and nigh!
It is been season now and here I am, alone and thinking how is the cotton field? And my prince do u still work on the cotton field alone? And the harvest, have u ever dreamt of us working together in the cotton field? Have u grown tired of waiting?
No! my prince wont do such I know he will wait patiently for my return that we may go back to our cotton field.
I sat and watched wondering how to make it through the lonely patch to the field.
The year of toiling alone the thought of whistling away a sad song of a dejected girl as I toil alone in the field with the unmerciful and inconsiderate heart of the noon sun seemingly jeering at my poor pitiful and lonely life.
And he appeared like a heavens sent, only the smile that was all I needed to make it through the day but no! I was to get more and much more than that, he was ready he was interested he volunteered to go the distance with me. I didn’t ask but he promised to be by my side. He would plough and toil the cotton field with me, he would be there to harvest the seed when they ripe and ……
So we set out to the cotton field together.
The birds were singing our union in their early morning songs, the grasses on the path waved in admiration and the way seemed shorter by every distance we covered my prince in front, with his matchet and hoe, his calculated steps, yet giving the best of rhythm to my passion laden eyes as he walked majestically with his king size built mind blowing!
We worked, we rested and we kept working, sometimes I sang as he admired, other times u laughed as I tickled ur sides the aim was to ease off the pain of work. Many times I caught you stealing glance at my waist as they wiggle when I walk, or was it my smile that is as bright as the morning sun, open your inner feelings for me for once.
And the noon came with prevalent scorching sun and heat and my whistling grew louder as I gave out the joy of my heart, was it to make the jealous sunlight more jealous? Should we stop working for a while and go under the shades and play?
The decision was just to come when they stormed the cotton field I was captured but I didn’t struggle. I was guilty and so I had to pay. I have always known that such time would come. but why then? When I was yet to make a bound with my prince charming, when we were still working on the cotton field what a wrong time it was?
I wanted to cry but I did not because I wanted u to know that I will be strong, I watched as tears dropped from your big brown eyes and flowed into my heart causing a big storm that is yet to quench. S they carried me very far away from u to a place you could not come.
How I missed you day and nigh!
It is been season now and here I am, alone and thinking how is the cotton field? And my prince do u still work on the cotton field alone? And the harvest, have u ever dreamt of us working together in the cotton field? Have u grown tired of waiting?
No! my prince wont do such I know he will wait patiently for my return that we may go back to our cotton field.
VISIONS OF EMOTIONS
IFY ARINZE
She stood there gazing, staring intently into space looking so focused at nothing in particular though for some little moments maybe split of seconds and minutes but it all seemed like ages.
We were watching out from a close distance. Next it exploded either inside here heart or here head, maybe both. It was like thunder. The strike showed in her face, as if storm would follow, her eyeballs clouded, then the first drop, followed by another and another, first in drips, then it rained. It flowed, tracing two lines on her fat cheeks, one dripping down her chest and the other joining the side of her lips. She raised her fingers in between her lips as if to bite them, shaking in the deepest of anguish as she let the hurt flow endlessly in form of hot tears.
We were still watching when like the light to darkness he appeared.
“Who could it be? Maybe the one that caused her the pain,” someone opined.
But wait….he moved slowly, approaching her from behind, he placed an arm on her shoulder and turned her round to face him. Before we could say a word he lowered his head to her cried out face and kissed her gently. Yes he did, kept kissing her definitely licking some of the tears that cascaded down the sides of her lips and we kept watching as the they broke off the lipsy thing. He circled her in his massive arms, the way she relaxed in there showed she was getting comfort. When they eventually disentangled, he held her face in his hands, they both looked into each other’s emotions laughing passionately. He bent to her ears and whispered briefly, we couldnt hear what it was for it was only a whisper. But whatever it was he said to her must be sweet and soothing for it brightened her face. She kept a big smile as he walked away just the same way he came in.
As she bent to pick up her scarf one of us coughed loudly, it made her turn to notice us for the first time. Disappointment and surprise showed so vivid on her face. But whatever she was feeling she could not have stopped us from watching.
Sunday, December 14, 2008
10 KEYS TO ATTRACTING SMART WOMEN
David Wygant
Modern society thrusts men and women into each other’s worlds more than ever before, and it is becoming increasingly necessary for people of both genders to know how to have appropriate, friendly relationships with each other. But some times for no obvious reasons charming a women is daunting task, do you feel this way too? Then consider these.
Do they like a daily check-in phone call? Does she secretly wish you'd text her in the middle of the day for no reason but to make her smile? Do they prefer expensive dinners to home-cooked meals? Rock-hard abs? Flowers for no reason?
Identifying women's turn-ons is complicated, because they all react differently. Some women you wish came with owner's manuals so you knew exactly how they were wired. Luckily, I've done most of the legwork for you and am happy to pass this knowledge on to you.
Modern society thrusts men and women into each other’s worlds more than ever before, and it is becoming increasingly necessary for people of both genders to know how to have appropriate, friendly relationships with each other. But some times for no obvious reasons charming a women is daunting task, do you feel this way too? Then consider these.
Do they like a daily check-in phone call? Does she secretly wish you'd text her in the middle of the day for no reason but to make her smile? Do they prefer expensive dinners to home-cooked meals? Rock-hard abs? Flowers for no reason?
Identifying women's turn-ons is complicated, because they all react differently. Some women you wish came with owner's manuals so you knew exactly how they were wired. Luckily, I've done most of the legwork for you and am happy to pass this knowledge on to you.
1. Be aware. This means cracking open more than the sports section on the daily paper. Be up on current events and learn the difference between feelings, emotions and thoughts. Women are emotional beings and tend to think things through. They are attracted to men who are as smart or smarter than them, and your knowledge of worldly matters will demonstrate your intelligence.
2. Demonstrate humor. Women love a man who can make them laugh. Now don't fret here if you're not a stand-up comedian. We all have a certain type of humor. You can be dry, sarcastic, hilariously funny, quick-witted or dark. Being able to poke fun at yourself and just plain old being goofy is a turn-on for women. Keep in mind that all women are not attracted to the same type of humor, so if you don't vibe, just walk away and try someone else.
3.Have passion. A guy who lives his life with gusto is incredibly appealing. When you speak to a woman about your life, your travels, your job, your interests, speak with passion. That passion about who you are will turn her on instantly. She will start to imagine what it will be like when you are involved with her and how passionate you will speak about her.
4. Be considerate. Pay attention to the little things and look for opportunities to make small gestures that show you care. A simple "How was your day?" and being able to listen to her when she wants to discuss something are huge. So many men forget about simple things like holding the door, paying for her valet or just thanking her for a great time last night. Women are all about a guy with manners -- she is not attracted to the dope who acts like a caveman.
5. Be honest. Share who you are by telling her something personal. Maybe share one of your favorite childhood memories or some personal growth that you have been going through. Something that will show her that you are a trusting and honest person. It also shows that you are a confident but vulnerable man. Women love to see the vulnerable side of you. Note: Don't talk about an ex in a bad way here. If you have to talk about an ex, do so in a positive manner and share what you learned and how you grew from the relationship.
6. Be flexibile. Be open to her plans but surprise her with your flexibility. Take charge and surprise her with a fun night out. Instead of being the typical guy who makes a reservation, think about how you can be the guy who listens to her and plans a great date that she did not expect. If you can pull this off, she will be open to all sorts of advances from you.
7. Be positive. If you are positive about life, it shows in your actions. I always tell men to be extra nice to waiters, bartenders and other service people. Be a courteous driver when she's in the car. When you are in line at the movies, don't complain. Look for the humor and try to have fun with people all around you. Be positive about everything, and she will find you to be very sexy and alluring. No one wants to be with a negative hothead.
8. Be balanced. Women love a successful, ambitious man. They love that you work hard, but if you constantly put work ahead of her she will become turned off. She will start to imagine what life with you will be like with her needs being ignored. If you are out meeting women to date, you need to balance your life between work and play. This will be a major turn-on for her.
9. Have ambition. Men who are ambitious about what they do are a turn-on to women. It doesn't matter if you choose to be a rich stock trader or a painter, as long as you are passionate about who you are and what you do. If you don't love what you do, find something that really turns you on. You can't attract the woman you want with a negative ambition. Women love a man who is the best at what he does.
10. Be attentive. You are out with her for the very first time, and she tells you she loves a certain type of music. On the next date take her to a lounge that plays that type of music. It is all about paying attention to the details and working on your listening skills.
This list of 10 things will work in most cases. Keep in mind there is always the woman who you just can't seem to please. If you happen to cross paths with this type of woman, ask yourself, "Why would I want to be with a woman who is so difficult?"I tend to avoid the difficult, judgmental women. Knowing women's turn-ons and putting them into practice will help you identify women who may be relationship material. You need to realize that you want to attract and turn on the women that are attracted to you on an equal level!
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